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Beer Hockey
02:53
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I get home and I lay in my bed
I’ve been feeling shit for hours and it’s throbbing my head
And maybe if I wouldn’t stay up all night all week,
I guess I’ll contemplate and plan , bury my head in my sheets
Well now I’m feeling suicidal and my words they aren’t so vile, I guess I’m turning back the dial on my potency
Well maybe if you’d finally listen to my dizzy blurry vision
I can finally get myself some sleep
Why do I always feel like the bad guy
Cuz I Run away from problems when I know I can’t just solve em
And I’ll try to think of ways out of this mess
Why does it always have to find its way right back to me
I’ll try and try to waste my time and I’ll just sink into this couch of mine
I’ve got a song in the back of my head
Replaying every couple seconds now I wish I was dead
Not gonna let the voice boss me around
Gonna drive my head straight into the ground
And now I’m thinking to much about the person I am
I’ll try drown out my thoughts I really don’t think I can
I’ll try and outplay the devil in the front of my mind
And if I don’t succeed he’s gonna kill me this time
Why do I always feel like the bad guy
Cuz I Run away from problems when I know I can’t just solve em
And I’ll try to think of ways out of this mess
Why does it always have to find its way right back to me
I’ll try and try to waste my time and I’ll just sink into this couch of mine
Why do I always feel like the bad guy
Cuz I Run away from problems when I know I can’t just solve em
And I’ll try to think of ways out of this mess
Why does it always have to find its way right back to me
I’ll try and try to waste my time and I’ll just sink into this couch of mine
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Hey
I think I’m doing fine
I didn’t mean to cause no worries
I just meant to show it’s time
Cuz I have found a place back where
The people cared, and there’s no stairs to hell or any place where my consumption keeps me from splitting all my ends
I think that I care
I think that I care
I think that I care to much
But I’m promising
Im not what you see
Im much more of a gamble
But if no one says
Does or makes or checks
Just please know that you are loved
Im trying my best
Im dying alone
I’ll go out
I’ll go out
I’ll go out
On my own terms
Cuz I’ve
Been thinking a lot
I guess it’s not your fault that I really care at all
Cuz I’ve
Been thinking a lot
I guess it’s not your fault that, I really care at all
You’re trying to see
What happened to me
Just check on yourself instead
I’m trying to be
“Best version of me”
I’m trying to get u- FUCK FUCK f
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3. |
Makima
01:49
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So I’ll move to Tallahassee
And won’t look back at what I left
Cuz the messed up thing is that i hated it there
I don’t wanna be miserable
So my mouth is glued, stitched shut for now
I wish you Would stay
A thousand miles away
So I can finally get some sleep
Cuz I’m moving soon
And there’s nothing left to do
but sit as both my eyes divert away
But now Ill think to much
of What I could’ve had
And my lungs are filled with the smoke from yesterday
I’ve lost my mind
Over this pain that won’t subside
Everything just makes me sick
So I’ll move to Tallahassee
And won’t look back at what I left
Cuz the messed up thing is that i hated it there
I don’t wanna be miserable
So my mouth is glued, stitched shut for now
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4. |
I Hardly Know Her!
02:34
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I’m done, thinking badly of myself cuz it takes to much energy to hate
Every ounce of your being
So put my posters on the walls
Haven’t felt like this since fall
I guess it’s time to pick myself up off the ground and leave
I thought, that I’d never amount to anything
I thought, that for my life that things would stay the same
You thought, that I was better than this
And I learned that lying in my bathroom floor won’t help
I’m cutting ties between the lies and all this empty space because
It hurts much less when everything is going backwards
I’m trying harder every day, I fight for the chance that I could hear you say
That “I love you too” but now my life is going inside out and down
You
You stood me up
And now my life is turning inside out and down
I’m making waves inside this place and I will backflip off this stage
Cuz I know my friends will be right there to catch me
I’m slamming doors, and trying hard
Breaking my walls that are close and far
Ignoring details now my life is turning inside out and down
This turning inside out
Is making me sick
I’m trying my hardest
Not to lose myself this time
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5. |
La Crocx
02:01
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It’s cold, it’s late, it’s dark outside
And I feel like I’m gonna die
I want something to help me pretend
Cuz I’ve been trying way to hard
Running in circles close and far
I think I just need to take a break
I’m coming home it’s way to late
My body won’t eradicate
The things that have been keeping me up
Like thoughts about where you are now
And did you really care at all
I’ll try to sleep to help me forget
Why
You’ve been running round in circles in my mind
While I’m just trying to breathe it out well
Fine
Is this just what you wanted cuz you got it now
I hate that look that’s on your face When ever you’re trying to say
Something that’s just gonna make me upset
Cuz it feels like it’s been years and now
My life is turning upside down
When I’m trying to get on my feet
Is this just what you wanted
Watching while I try to stop it
Cuz I think it makes you look like a prick
Well I’m never getting better
And I think that you’re to blame
I’m just sitting here wondering
Why
You’ve been running round in circles in my mind
While I’m just trying to breathe it out well
Fine
Is this just what you wanted cuz you got it now
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6. |
I'm The Cowboy
02:03
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All those texts I couldn’t send
While you just sat there in your bed
And sank into your sheets soak it in
You tell me I’m being crazy
Well things are getting hazy In this car of mine
I told you I’d be home by nine
Soak it in
Soak it in
Do it for me
Don’t hate me
I’m doing my best
Not to lose my shit this time
I promised I wouldn’t lose my shit this time
You see right through
My heart beats only for you
Soak it in
Soak it in
And do I miss this
Oh fuck I miss this
I’m sorry about this
I’m sorry about this
Do you forgive me
It’s fine if you leave too
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You caught me staring at my phone waiting for you to text me back, text me back
Please send a picture of your face I don’t want wall or just a solid black , a solid black picture
Ill find an excuse to send a song or just a random message to get your opinion
I’ll set my phone down and pick it back up, hoping to see your name, pop up on my screen
You have control of my brain, but I don’t mind
You don’t even know that you do, i hope you’re fine
So please just
Cut my heart into pieces
I’ve longed for this for weeks and
I’m just trying to keep my composure
Go in get comfortable
I’m sorry I know I’m insufferable
I’ll just try to shut myself up
I can’t forgive you cuz you crawled under my skin
But I don’t mind we’ll lay together and sleep in
Just play some some cod with me and shake out the good vibes
Just tell me everything you said wasn’t a lie
Cut my heart into pieces
I’ve longed for this for weeks and
I’m just trying to keep my composure
Go in get comfortable
I’m sorry I know I’m insufferable
I’ll just try to shut myself up
I can’t forgive you cuz you crawled under my skin
But I don’t mind we’ll lay together and sleep in
Just play some some cod with me and shake out the good vibes
Just tell me everything you said wasn’t a lie
But man I’m drowning
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I don’t think that I am making it out
To be something bigger than it really is
You think I’m having trouble trying to sleep
These hazy nights spent wishing This wasn’t real
Now these texts come back to haunt me
And all that I can do is watch tv
Cuz now I’m turning inside out
And that smile turns into a frown
Cuz you promised me
You think, that I am running around you
Cuz I wanna feel alive, but I don’t wanna feel alive, anyway
I said that we’d be permanent, but you drove that car off of a bridge
Long ago and now I don’t wanna see you anymore
My car won’t start I don’t think things could get worse
My body’s telling me that I need to go home
But I can’t do that while I’m stuck in this parking lot
Of the Walmart near my friend gray’s house
And Rachel boulevard always seemed so far away except for now
And my friends are hanging without me, it’s so much harder than I thought it was
And I’m painting pictures in grayscale in my mind
And My body tells me that I’m gonna die
So much for all that wasted effort
My phones on 1 percent, it’s good as dead
So I’m trapped here thinking in my head,
But thinking back it’s really not my fault that
You think, that I am running around you
Cuz I wanna feel alive, but I don’t wanna feel alive, anyway
I said that we’d be permanent, but you drove that car off of a bridge
Long ago and now I don’t wanna see you anyway
I said that we’d be permanent, but you drove that car off of a bridge
Long ago and now I don’t wanna see you anymore
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9. |
Faux Pas
03:38
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Fragile and weightless
Streamlined and faceless
Despite the difference between you and me
I’ll try my best to read the scene this time
This time i won’t mess it up for us
So fuck the things I should have said
While I was just trapped in my head
For hours at a time
For hours at a time
Cuz I’m on the wait list
I’m trying to hate this
But it doesn’t make it better cuz you make me feel happy again
My body
Is not what it seems
It’s vessel made to carry faygo orange and things you can’t see in me
My chest
Is tight from all the coughs
We would share when we would both laugh til our sides hurt
Cuz I have a death wish
From the guy that she fucks with
And I’m trying just to breathe it out but it hurts to much
But I’m trying just to breathe it out
To the lips placed on my mouth
But remembering just makes it hurt much worse
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